I’ve lost my inner woo-hoo and found myself swept away by the dismal undertow of despair.  I’ve criticized God for not rescuing more, for not stepping up like I know He can.  Too much corruption, too much pain and suffering, too many deaths and sunken, hopeless eyes.  My faith is still solid, but eek, my patience is wearing thin.

And as I’ve sat exhausted, after pounding God’s chest with my little fists and looking defiantly up at Him through tear-scorched eyes, I’ve found the comfort of a Father who’s grieving with me, who hates it more than I do.  And I’ve felt something return to me as I’ve flopped down in surrender.

Hope.

Hope in who I know God is.  Hope in His character.  Hope in His plan.  Hope in His promises.  And this week I’m looking through fresh, smile-crinkled eyes at the work that He’s doing around me.  I see it.  I see Him. 

Maybe some of you have felt overburdened lately.  Maybe you’ve struggled like I have to see God amidst all the suffering.  This week, I’m challenging us to celebrate.  To choose to celebrate what God has done and what God is doing and what God will do.  Our God has not forgotten those who we serve.  He is mighty to save.

“May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit” Romans 15:13.

Today, I want us to overflow with hope in the Lord.  To remember the “broken walls” that He has repaired and the “streets with dwellings” that He has restored.  Today, let’s celebrate all the answers.  Our God is faithful, and He is just, and He is worthy of our praise.

Some ideas for celebrating the Lord today:
-Set a stopwatch for 60 seconds and start scribbling down every answer to prayer that you’ve seen in your ministry this year. 
-Put on worship music and dance, sing, or doodle in praise of God’s faithfulness. 
-Look through pictures of a trip or an experience when you saw God move in a big way.
-Write down the names of the people who you saw God save, heal, change, grow, or rescue.  Praise Him for each name, each life.
-Scour the Bible for your favorite verses extolling God’s faithfulness and the hope that He has to offer.
-Join us for the iFast call and celebrate Him together!

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Okay, so one of the organizations that I’ve learned a bit about is Abba Fund.  Today, this fabulous org is on my heart.  When Alex and I felt the call to adopt (the emotional equivalent of being slammed into by an 18-wheeler), we were able to start right away.  God blessed us with the ability to start writing checks.  So we did.  A check here, a check there.  Someone needs our credit card.  Four or five someones need a stack of money orders.  Adoption isn’t cheap.  It makes me chuckle a bit at the people who made comments during our jag with in vitro, “In vitro’s expensive.  Why don’t you just adopt?”  Just adopt, eh?  There’s nothing just about it.

We “just” wrote another couple of big checks this week, and today, when Abba Fund popped up in the iFast58 prayer list, I had to petition God, to shout for those whose wallets are keeping them from their children.  Abba Fund provides help for those called to adoption who need financial assistance.  Imagine if you felt God calling you to your child but lacked the means to bring him or her home.  Adoption is an exhausting world filled with the unknown…and that’s without the unknown of where the next payment is going to come from. 

If you don’t feel God calling you to adopt, that’s okay.  He doesn’t call everyone.  But he does call us all to care for orphans.  Maybe that means that you help make someone else’s adoption possible by giving a donation to Abba Fund.  There is enough money in the world to place every adoptable orphan in a home.  It doesn’t have to be your home, but maybe you can help fill someone else’s.  Visit www.AbbaFund.org.

And Alex has had his own incredible experience with his boys that I can’t begin to describe, because to me, it sounds like a lot of wrestling and paintballing, but to him, it’s connecting and growing.  I love watching my husband with his boys.  His boys.

So then one day about a month ago, I see a boy’s face on my computer screen.  He’s about twelve.  He could be one of our middle schoolers.  He could sing “Inside Out” at the top of his lungs at Wired on Wednesday nights.  He could tackle Alex in the church lobby and rock out to “Livin’ on a Prayer” on Guitar Hero.  Except that he can’t.  He lives in Uganda and has a cut on his leg that’s gotten infected and now threatens his life.  I see his face, and then my eyes slide to his leg, and all I can think is “Why?”  Why is that his life and this is our life?

When I think about the problem – the atrocity – of extreme poverty, it feels unsolvable.  Too big, too late, too much, too painful, too bad.  What I do doesn’t matter, right?  Mmm.

It sure matters to Bosco.  What I can do matters to this boy who doesn’t live here.  He lives there, and he needs ME.  And he needs me NOW.  My stopping to mull it over, back burner it, compare it to the hundred other opportunities to give would sentence him to death.  He could not survive my putting him on hold.

Bosco desperately needed money to have his leg amputated to save his life.  We got involved, and throughout our iFast58 Wednesday, we watched as God brought in the amount needed, with enough extra to feed his family and help with his recovery.  An iFast58 miracle.  What an incredible day to watch God move through people to save this one special boy.  About a week later, we found out that he’s in the hospital on antibiotics and the doctors think that they may be able to save his leg.  Our God is so good. 

I don’t know why, but I love this boy.  And today my friends found his sponsorship packet and let me have him.  Alex and I get to sponsor this boy.  I wish that he could sit on a beanbag chair in Alex’s small group room and talk about God’s love, but now Alex can email him all about it.  I wish that I could cook him macaroni and cheese on Wednesday nights, but now I know that our monthly sponsorship is getting him the food he needs.  I wish that Alex could teach him Guitar Hero, but now an educator can teach him to read.  I wish that I could hug him right now, but now I can hug him this spring when we visit Uganda.

Hey, Bosco.  Welcome to the family.  It’s big.  We’ve got a mommy, a daddy, a toddler, a baby somewhere in Ethiopia, a Yorkie, and about thirty eighth graders who want to be your friends.

So, hopefully, you get that it’s not really about my toenails. It’s about my heart. I need the constant call to humility. I need to look down at my toes and realign my values. Many years ago a pastor at my old church talked about shaving off his beard when he made a recommitment to God, a heart-change, a life-change. Thankfully, I don’t have a beard to shave, but I do need a physical reminder that God has completely changed what I’m living for, given me a new purpose and opened my tightly squeezed eyes to what’s on His heart. Looking at my unpainted toes throughout the day helps remind me of what’s important and who I serve. I serve the all-powerful, all-knowing Lord of the universe, who knows every hair on every head in the world…not the god of fashion.

If you’re interested in experiencing fasting in a whole new way, visit www.iFast58.org and join us on Wednesday mornings.

As I contemplated the iFast58 request today, my heart was broken. The profile of a young boy named Dima caught my attention. I am not sure why it caught my attention as it has been sitting on a credenza in my office for weeks. But today, I began to think about him – how he is a little younger than my son Luke. I thought of how Luke sometimes needs his mom just to hold him or he will just come snuggle with us – Dima does not have that – he is alone. It is easy to dismiss Dima because we don’t know him – he is on the other side of the planet – out of sight and out of mind.

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